Saturday, November 1, 2008

The Evil Witch

I have always known that PMS is evil. I think everyone knows that. But, when you are TTC it is downright devilish. Lets think about it. Signs of PMS: emotional, crampy, hungry. And now lets evaluate early pregnancy signs: emotional, crampy, hungry. I woke up this morning and tested and I would be lying to you if I said it was the only test I have taken this week. I thought it was a shot in the dark because my temp went down this morning. And, you guessed it BFN. I was very emotional last night. I love Halloween, with a passion. But, this year I could not even bring myself to turn on the porch lights and give out candy. It was utterly too sad for me. I went to Target yesterday afternoon and went to look at the Halloween stuff that was on sale. They had onesies that said "my 1st Halloween" and all I could think about was how I was supposed to be buying one of those for my baby. I should be about to find out the sex of the baby, not praying over sticks that there will be two lines. If Halloween brings up these emotions, what will Thanksgiving and Christmas be like?

5 comments:

Abbey said...

Oh Kimmie! I'm soo sorry. Go shopping today have a great time, even have a drink and get ready for next month!

Crysbena said...

Ugh! I'm so sorry! I feel the same way... The reminders are killers. I should be taking my x-mas photos and be as big as a house. The holidays are going to be tough. Stay strong... ((HUGS))

A said...

I am so sorry, each month that goes by is always so difficult. Just keep in mind that it does take time and before you know it your body will be ready...and you will get your BFP one day soon! Keep your spirits up :) **hugs to you**

Kelli said...

I know what you mean about the holidays. Halloween kind of snuck up on me. I thought it would be the easiest of the three. Lots of hugs to you. I hope you get a BFP very soon.

Amy said...

We should have gotten together and made a night of it. Oh and change your background or the colors of comments, I can't read them without highlighting them.